U? Hi/She? Me?..
How often are u thinking bout u? yourself? what and why are u doing that sometimes?
sometimes I'm thinking bout me.. bout u and bout all who is round me. but why? why do we think it's important to think bout that at all?
once I thought, I'm wrong here.. once I feel, I'm right..
I'm seldom thinking bout me like a person. is it good? could u tell it me, please?
once I spoke with my boyfriend and some other persons bout dress style. but the most of them were thinking bout dress sense, not the style as it is. why? I couldn't understand why I get this question at all.
Once one person told me: if u agree ideas of them u may say and be known as u are IN the culture.
dress code. I'm not looking like hip-hop person. But shall I? the clothes of famous brans are expensive enough! so I can't wear such clothes, but I still don't think it's the rule to look like hole the time.
Another person sad me once: if u can't buy such clothes u are poor and if u don't really look in the culture way u are poor for me. so why? can anybody tel me WHY???
but sometimes I'm thinking bout an other point. it's people! who are round me.
different people. and we are thinking bout many of them very often. we enjoy being with anyone of home we like. but once it's time to let them go. we don't wanna do that. we don't wanna miss or lose them because we gave a part of our inner world to them. and all good is usually to fast comes to the end.
I'm thinking bout persons I like. I'm thinking bout persons I'm proud of being together with. I'm thinking bout why I'm interesting to those people who are still be near me. I'm thankful. don't know a lot of them but I'm thankful to be here with me. I know, I'm sometimes bought.. I can't say them anything. but I feel it... no power to stay against them.
Left my power.
